1st no Tuesday.

This is my first Tuesday EVER that I am missing Diverge for another reason other than I am sick. There is nothing wrong with me BUT I'm not there. I dont really know how exactly I feel about that. Im sad because I am gonna miss everyone SO much, but in another sense, I dont feel like I belong there anymore. Some people have expressed the opinion that it had to do with someone in paticular and in truth it does...Me. Everyone there is great and they invest so much time in the teenagers of Diverge but I feel like I am being pulled in a diffrent direction then Diverge and teenagers. I love my two best friends for supporting me in this decision. They completely understand and then I found out that they are feeling the same way! God does work in mysterious ways. A year ago I would have told you I was never leaving Diverge and that I was going to go to Lee university and become a youth pastor. Now, I cant even imagine doing that with my life. it's like one night God said "Sike!!!" Now I am lost. Wondering around trying to figure out what to do with my life.

Well, on a slightly less...On a diffrent note. I am going to get my learners permit tomorrow. I know I know...Im almost 18 years old but look, I cant get my licence until I get a car. And that is gonna be a while. So, I figure I might as well get some practice in before I start driving on my own.

This is another boring blog from the mind of me...WOOHOO!!!!!!