Valentines Day sucks!

What is the point? Seriously? I know it's not a holiday made up by the greeting card comapnies to sell make more money and that it is actually in history but it marks a MASSACRE! I guess murder is the ultimate crime of passion and everyone associates passion with love. CRAP!!! I hate this holiday so much and it is not helping much with my pessimism, cynisim or my depression. Everyone says that I will feel diffrently when I have a boyfriend but I can assure you I wont. I have had the best guy friends in the world and they gave me flowers and such and it never made a diffrence to me. My boyfriend and my husband are gonna b e the luckiest guy in the world because they will never have to remeber Valentines day. But with my luck I am gonna fall for a guy who loves the holiday. That is if I ever find the right guy...See? This time of year makes me so beyond depressed it takes me a while to get out of it. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I CANT WAIT UNTIL ALL THIS EFFING CRAP IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!