Everyone needs compassion

I was going to write this post yesterday while I was on my high but my Internet decided not to work so here I am one day later and I am still reeling in the awesome-ness of church yesterday. Now, I am not saying that I am screaming-from-the-roof-tops-huge-grin-on-my-face-jumping-for-joy-happy but I am happy in a way. Church yesterday I believe was a turning point for me :D I have never felt like this before and this IS a new beginning for me. I am reading 1 Peter in my quiet times this week and WOW! Peter is one of my favorite books in the Bible. I mean, I read one chapter at a time and then pray and meditate on it so I can get the full effect. So I only read 1 Peter 1 last night. I couldn't believe the stuff that was in there. It was exactly the stuff I needed. So now I can't help it but to be happy. None of the crap in my life has died down, and to be honest I feel as though it is about to get a lot worse, and nothing has gotten better except my relationship with Christ. And that is all that matters. I am so excited that I can write a positive and up-beat post finally. :D :D :D :D :D

I feel as though the calling on my life is impossible...I know a lot of people feel that way and God will show us how to do what He wants us to do but...I'm scared. Church yesterday was one of the best services, and now I have to figure out a way to be at church all through out the summer because I want to hear this entire series...things are going to happen in the series I can feel it, something big has already happened to me, but so much more is coming.

W,AJNRF;KWJGJAMWNDSFHA'DLGB;ALJGVABSEFG;LASNDFV BSAEGNBSPRG;HJAESGIBA E,.RNG;AESHGAESNBG;IJES/G;AES;GL/JAESGO;HAESRLGKNAELKGHAER;LKNGF;AKESHJG;AERG;JESN;GUJ!!!!!
That is not my version of cussing, that is me being so joyful that I can't find the words...that's what I am, joyful, not happy. Happy is circumstantial...or however you spell that.

I can't wait to report more of what God is doing in my life...I'm ready to be joyful!!!