I do what I want.

I am so exhausted I can't sleep...Tonight I found out that my sister, and possibly my mother, are taking me to Stetsons the Friday after my bday. I am pretty excted about that. And then from there I am going to my best friends house for what ever she has planned for my bday. Even though I told her not to get me anything or do anything for my bday...she doesn't listen ;) I am having dinner with my whole family on my bday, with the exception of Brooke who has to work late that day :( Of course it's on my bday when she should be spending it with me...anyway, I am looking forward to it because my whole family will be there and yes I mean my whole family! Dad included...YAY!!!

On a lighter...sillier...sleep-deprived note I heard a saying a couple days ago that I cannot get out of my head no matter how much I try...it goes something like this "Mess this up again and I will buy a hamster and set it loose in your pants." How amazing is that line? I want to be in on a plan with someone so I can use the line, or I can just use it in random conversations and confuse the crap out of people, which I do alot anyway...but seriously...imagine setting a hamster loose in someone's pants. How funny would they look trying to get it out...Like in sweatpants of someting so they are tight at the top and around the ankles so it would be almost impossible for the thing to get out. Then imagine them running down the street trying to rip their pants off...HAHAHA!!! Arrested for indecent exposure....Speaking of...I got a text that said if you saw me in the back of a police cruiser what would you think I got arrested for...you know what most people said about me? Prostitution...am I atleast a high class prostitue or am I like Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman? Oh my gosh if I am like Julia Roberts dont tell me!!!

I am going on and on about nothing in paticular...none of this prolly makes any sense...I am just hoping I dont wake up my nephew...why would you put the computer next to the baby's room? Seriously? The key board is really loud...When he is asleep no one can use it...except me cause I dont care if he wakes up cause I am not the mother...Yes, contrary to what people believe I am not the mother! I am the Aunt and should not have to take on the responsibilities of a mother at 17..almost18 years old if it is not my child...which it is not....

I realize I am a minor...for 4 more days, but do I really have to listen to everyone else's take on my life...every person in my family is telling me what THEY think I should do...drop the day job and go to college...keep the day job for 2 more years then see where you're at...BLAHBLAHBLAH!!!! I can make my own decisions thank you very much! I am not even sure if I want to go to college...I mean I dropped out of high school whats to say I wont do the same thing in college? I wasnt made for high school...maybe not college either...but then there is the argument that I will never get a good job without a degree and I will not meet the right kind of guys if I dont have a good job...Well answer to the latter one...Im not dating! Answer to the first...IDK! I can make my own decisions and I am not saying they will always be right but I will make them for myself...No one is going to affect my decision making...other than God of course...but no one else...It's my life and it's time I started living it for me!!!